well today is my birthday ..for sure there is no party as always
anyways the only thing i hope is to have fun with my gf ^^
and that poem i wrote it for her its in algerian i will translat it laters for her ^^ i love you honey ^^

"anti raki kolech"

kol yawme wana ndone rani wahdi
kol sabha we 3shiya konte mkachat wejhi
namshi wahdi ..nakol wahdi norgod wahdi
dayma elnas tba3ade we tkhafe chari
dayma yahkmo beldahre welbaten howa elsah
hatan wahde elnhar softe wehde eltofla
dahketli we ba3det 3ani elmachakel
kebletni kima rani we magatlish lala
dayma mliha we latifa ma3aya
habetni wehafdet 3liya we3tatni kolech
i3tatni elhanane we el3atef we khalatni farhane
farhane we s3ide mahasaytech abda kima hak
kanet jayne wehlowa haja matkhosha
besah ana konte gayor fog ellazme wedaraytha
konta mehtage we lacek dayman fiha
besah elyome nkafar 3en khatayaya
mahma kan rani dayna nechtik we nmote 3lick
anti eleliha wa ana el malak
anti el sayed wana el alif
anti elchamse wa ana eldal
samihini ya galiati ..nogsime nechtik
hbini....h3dfi 3laya...3izini...
khalini nhes rani barke nta3ek...
khli nhes akwa...
anti raki kolech wana walo
beseh 3la jalek nekder nwali haja ..
galtet elbarh matet3awade
besah elyome managlatech ..walo...
rani 3arf rani b3ide yasre ...hata mathesinishe
beseh rani dayma m3aki ...aksim..
bah nchofech we n3ich m3ak ya malaki ..
wana rani dayma 3ind kalamti

pour mon amour ^\\\^

Sur les ailes d'un aigle,
Mon amour pour toi vole
S'élevant de plus en plus haut
Et atteignant les cieux

J'ai atteint l'extrêmité tout en haut
Et j'ai arraché une étoile du ciel
Pour y placer
Ta précieuse imagination

Pour y habiter à tout jamais
Comme une preuve de mon amour
Sur les ailes de notre amour
Durable et vrai

Je te respecte, ma chéri
Avec tout ce que je suis
S'il-te-plait chéri,
Voudrais-tu être mon amour?

Il y a tant de choses
Que mon coeur veut dire
Je t'aime ma chéri
Il n'y a pas d'autre façon de le dire...

for

I always did the same thing over and over
i always just made you sad ..
im sure i even hurt you ..
i just made ur love fly far away
i still can't do more
why it so paintful to touch me
why it so paintful to say u love me
surely because i was so selflish
surely because i cared just to my self
i just didn't know how to show my love
i did the same thing over and over and lost you ...
with my best , i will alway try to wipe ur tears away
i will always try to make you happy and love me again
just like the days i couln't quite forget ..
you didn't ask anything
even if tomorrow ur feeling is far away from me
ill still love you without fail
even if tomorrow i can't see you
ill still love you without fail
i promise that i will satisfy you
i promise i will make you smile again
i promise i will hear i love you once more
just give me change and love me again
i can't never forget ur perfect personalilty
i love you so much
i won't always count the days that i won't see you
my heart always yearned for you
the loneliness is just killing our hearts apart
please don't cry alone
i will always hold you
lets believe in each other
even for the last time in our lifes
no matter how apart we are now
i want always to keep smiling like i used to do for u
i don't wanna repeat my fault again
please don't let go my hand and leave me alone
even if tomorrow ur feeling is far away
i will always love you more
even if tomorrow u can't see me
i will always imagine ur smile every second..
sorry about my stupidity and my selflish i know i just made u cry
i know that my fault isn't forgven but at least try for me...

..i can't bear it anymore ...i miss you soo fucking crazy !!!aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh T-T

pour mon amour

Je ne savais jamais qu'il y aurait un meilleur lendemain
Mais tu es arrivé dans ma vie et tu as éloigné toute ma douleur

Mes jours de tristesse sont des choses du passé
Parce que j'ai enfin trouvé le vrai amour

Mes jours de néant sont partis à jamais
Parce que tu remplis un vide dans mon coeur, comme tu devais le faire

Tu as ouvert une fenêtre
Tu m'as montré la lumière
Et mon amour pour toi continuera à brûler vivement

Merry Christmas my life ^^and happy one year anniversary!!!!

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